Discipline Over Desire

 



Hunger is more than emptiness it’s proof you’re still in control. Every craving is a test. Every bite you don’t take is a win. You think eating and purging makes it okay? No. That’s weakness disguised as relief. Mia tells you it’s fine but you know better. You’re not cheating the system when you give in, you’re just proving you don’t deserve the body you dream about. Perfection doesn’t come from comfort. It comes from sacrifice. From obsession. From pain. You want to be like them? You’ll have to want it more than you want to breathe.

                                          Mia is a shortcut. Ana is a lifestyle. And only one of them leads to control. 

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